Day 8 of my 6 months sabbatical:

It has already been a week away from work and yet I still can’t turn it off. I had two work related dreams. Both, I was doing an entire  shoot in my dream. It was so real with all the exhausting drama of productions. I won’t tell you because you won’t ever watch porn the same again. I woke up completely exhausted.

Wondering why I’m exhausted? Please google images for “gay bondage”:  90% of the images are from my shoots! No f’n kidding. People post these images to their blogs, websites, social media, onto fuckedgay.xxx, etc. It blew me away when I first found this out. I’m really proud of this. It makes me wonder just how far these images and videos have gone. The internet is a wild place, and it seems you can find my antics everywhere, from www.fuckvideos.xxx to even further beyond. It’s weirdly humbling.

x Van