I found this image of me on the web. Happy Holidays!!! xoxo Van

Sorry, I’ve been really busy over the holidays. Mainly working my ass off and eating. I got the flu last week and thought I was going to die. The sad part is that I didn’t lose any weight from it. I was going to start working out again but life is spinning out of control, and I don’t know if it’s good or bad. All I know is that I want to be in great shape one more time.

I’m heading off to Sundance Film Festival this Friday. James Franco and Christina Voros made a documentary about Kink.com and I’m in part of it. The doc is called Kink and it’s premiering at Sundacne. Crap! it’s time to go to work. I’ll add more to this later. You can check out the trailer.